senseless ramblings of a 21 year old geezer. hahahhaha!

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its not my loss, its not yours either. its none of ours
coz there was nothing to lose to begin with.
what i thought was there was simply air
mixed with my own wild imagination.
i thought you could take me there
but "there" seemed to be nowhere.

im just another
waiting for another
reason to love again.

and maybe someday i'll find her
and there will be no reasons
just love. just love.

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just these thoughts and a cup of tea with a spoon full of honey and imaginary company.
typing on a board that's full of keys but not the kind of keys that i really need.
waiting for the time i wont be sitting in this chair waiting to be free.

pretending to text fights a bit of loneliness away.
but whats the use in pretending?
i still feel lonely anyway.

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knock knock. whos there? DISAPPOINTMENT!!! HHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!!! :))

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L'Arc passed on Music Station Super Live tonight and performed Hurry Xmas in full, as we already knew 8D
din_84and I watched it and here are our immediate reactions of lul.


( Ken and Tamori, OTP?! )

MSSL is broadcast live every year. ^-^;;;


The performance was... well... it's Music Station, so its just the CD playing while hyde sings.
tetsuya was smiling with his pink and his scarf and hyde was charming and a bunch of Santas ran amuck and you should all watch it.


(HAI MODS PLZ PUT A YOUTUBE CLIP IN HERE OR SOMETHING WHEN IT IS OUT. Bird needs Z.)


MERRY XMAS EVERYONE

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Current Mood: crazyfeather

So here's the tab for Beast! It's from their new album " NOW"
I made this tab pretty quickly so it might be a bit inaccurate though it's a pretty simple song...
I didn't make the drums or the bass so I hope someone can do them:))

So here's the tab:
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=F64N3PXC

Tags: artist: girugamesh, song: beast
Current Mood: cheerful

Friday, December 25, 2009

Ho Ho Ho!

Merry Christmas everyone!
Hope you're all having fun and not being too grinchy.
I am chillin' as usual. (Not too different than any other day, I guess...)

In the season of good will and all of that stuff, I have a little gift for my North American friends out there.
The new FAKE? album "Switching On X" will be released in the U.S.!!!
Don't have all the details on me right now (forgive me, it's christmas!), but you should be able to get it through download format or as a regular c.d.
The release date is Feb. 24th and the Japanese release date has been pushed back to the same date to coincide with the U.S. (for everyone in Japan who was looking to get the album in January - again, forgive me...it's christmas!)

Also, clothing brand "montage", who we've been collaborating with for the past few band T-shirts will be handing out free 3 track sample c.d.'s of the new "Switching On X" album at their stores from the end of the year. Check out where their stores are from the links section on our homepage. If you're in luck, you might be able to catch their end of year sale and grab some cool gear while you're there!

Have a wonderful Christmas and may all your funky little wishes come true for 2010!!


メリークリスマス！
皆さんはクリスマスを楽しんでるかな？
僕はいつもの様にまったり過ごしてます。（クリスマスじゃなくても、基本的に毎日まったりしてるけど。。。）

クリスマスのシーズンなので、アメリカの皆さんにプレゼント的な物を。
なんと新しいアルバムがアメリカで発売されます！！
今、手元に情報がないから細かい事は書けないけど（クリスマスだからお許しを！）、ダウンロード、または通常パッケージでアルバムを手に入れる事が！
去年、デビュー当時からずっと在籍してた事務所を離れ、新レーベルComa Redを立ち上げて、ロンドンで新しく出会った仲間達とレコーディングしたアルバムがアメリカで発売されるという事は僕個人としては非常に大きな意味を持ってて、これから前進する為の大きな一歩になりそうです。

日本でのアルバム発売日はアメリカの発売決定により、同時リリースの２月２４日に変更になりました。（１月にアルバムを楽しみにしてた人達もいっぱいいたと思いますが、ここもクリスマスという事で、またまたお許しを！。。。ていうか、本当にごめんなさい！）

“ざけんなロイド、許さん！”という方々は最近のFAKE? T-shirtをコラボで作っていただいた最強ブランド"montage"のお店に足を運んで下さい。
なんと、ちょうど年末のセールあたりからFAKE? の"Switching on X" ３曲editサンプルc.d.をmontageの店舗で無料配布をしています！（montageのスタッフさんはみんなとってもいい人達なので、優しい気持ちで行ってね！）店舗などの詳しい情報はFAKE?のホームページのmontageリンク先からどうぞ。
ちなみにmontageの服もかなりカッチョ良いので、巻き上げたお年玉をしっかり持って行く様に！

みんな素敵なクリスマスを！そして2010年にはみんなのいろんな夢が叶う事を願ってます！

KEN


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Tags: bubbub?

this christmas, three people gave me underwear. hahahaha!
hmmm. what is the universe telling me!?!? hahahaha!
so most of my gifts this year are undergarments and chocolate. hahaha! and caps. hahahah!
weird. hahaha! :P

the lechon was great. :D
actually. everything on the table was insane!
especially the shrimps. :D

oh food. you complete me.

I’ve always had a hard time with Christmas. I’m not so much selfish as self-centered – I’ve never really fully bought into the idea that giving out gifts for this one day of the year (excepting the annual birthday) is a good enough excuse to be ignored on other things that matter for the other 364 days. 3/4ths of the gifts I’ve ever received in the past I had no need for and therefore had no idea what to do with, and so they just piled up in my room like dirty laundry as the years went by, adding to all the other manners of filth there until I had to throw them out or give them away, or risk dysentery.

I was sold on the idea when I was younger and stupid, when I received lots of gifts every year by relatives and godparents who reminded me they were relatives and godparents only when Christmas season began. The number of presents under the Christmas tree had always appealed better to me than what those gift boxes actually contained, because they weren’t the kind of gifts a nine years old-or-below kid could appreciate. Like grown-up jewelry, or perfume and lotions. (I got a lot of perfumes and lotions as a kid. I think this was people’s way of telling me back then that I smelled pretty bad as a tot.) I didn’t even think it odd what a big white fat Caucasian guy was doing in a country of dark-haired dark-eyed short folk where chimneys were non-existent, or why we set up pine trees every year even if it wasn’t native to the Philippines.

But I grew older, and the thrill of presents finally begin to lose their appeal along with Christmas. There were still the dinners and celebrations spent with my mother’s side of the family (my father’s parents and sisters were varying stages of psychotic, which is another story altogether) which was always good, because I’m especially close to my cousins, but I don’t see my parents’ (read: my mother’s) insistence that Christmas should be spent like Christmas. “Jesus wasn’t even BORN in December.” I pointed out once. “Yes, but we should celebrate the spirit of Christmas anyway.” She said.

Thank God Christmas only comes once a year. But I still don’t get it either.

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Tags: christmas, eh, random

Tricky: mahal kita
Arvin Dumo: hehehe
Tricky: hehehe
Arvin Dumo: *points to self*
Arvin Dumo: *makes a heart shape thing with hands*
Arvin Dumo: *points to you*
Arvin Dumo: so yes
Arvin Dumo: rawr
Arvin Dumo: di ko matype
Tricky: ahahahaha
Tricky: it's ok
Arvin Dumo: hahaha
Tricky: ikaw si "i'd like to say it personally"
Tricky: so i don't mind

and really i don't. you always make me feel it and i wouldn't want anything to change. :)

T___T


This is the worst Christmas I had so far.


My laptop crashed.


I can't turn it on anymore T_________T


Good thing there's also a desktop computer here. Because if not, I don't know what to do anymore T_______T



EDIT:
Goodbye, 10GB's worth of Shota pics T_______T

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My Christmas this year is a very memorable one and I'm thanking everyone who made this holiday memorable. I'm really grateful for you guys. Thank you so much.


December 23, 2009 - Efficio Christmas party

We had lunch at Circles. I love the food! :) After lunch, we bought our raffle gift items at Ansons. We also did the raffle draw the same day. :D I originally won a cooler but opted to get the multiple earphone adapter. Ang laki kasi ng cooler. Di ko mauuwi kung magmmrt ako :P

Thanks guys for a fun and memorable Christmas party! :)

I went home with Ate Jen after the party. I also bought her my birthday and Christmas gifts that day.

December 24, 2009 - The day before Christmas



GIFTS:
From Marjorie From Mama  From Ate Jen


I spent the day doing testing at work. Then Anthony invited me for dinner that night. We had dinner at Krokodile Grille, Trinoma, toured UP Diliman then went home. I spent the Noche Buena with Mama, Lola Riling, Tita Linda, Ryan, Marjorie, Cybil, Raffy, Diego and Tita Te.

Merry Christmas! Thanks for the gifts too! :)


December 25, 2009 - Christmas Day

Mama, Lola Riling and I went to attend the Christmas Mass. Then I spent the day at home giving gifts to my godchildren, entertaining guests, etc. :)

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